Kosmo si bodo.

biar la orang tu. dah takde pon ade lagi nak kutuk-kutuk, bodo sial org2 ni. tu yg malaysia takleh nak maju. all these motherfuckers lying around. one thing i realised after i got back from europe, that theres loads of twats out there yang dahla pemikiran tertutup, malah hanya duduk dibawah tempurung. Biar la yasmin rest in peace. dont go and slender people just to sell more papers. Dah la org tu baru ninggal semalam, arini dah badmouth about people. Patut ah malaysia takle maju, and sad to say, mostly semua yg pemikiran kuno cibai ni adalah dari kaum Melayu. Semua gune alasan yang Agama tak membenarkan kita to think outside the box. Eh fuck that. dah lupe ke that other religion's scholars pernah berguru dengan Muslim scholars. and theres nothing wrong with that. if now kita dah tertinggal, its time to learn a thing or two from them, to improve yourselves. not to dwell in pity and shame till hereafter man. fuhhh...gua tgh panas ni.

Kosmo

ni pon bodo. claim to be a newspaper. perh, padahal ko bg news pasal gossip lah ape lah...
Cmon la...give something that is worth our time reading. oh and one more thing! go fuck yourselves! bodo nye paper.

im sorry to come up with something like this, but i just cant tolerate this kind of shit. Especially when she just passed away yesterday. its a shame really.

Al Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad.

well, the first time i met Yasmin was at the Nokia mobifilm competition 06 and she was one of the judges. She made it so simple for me to approach her...well..she joined me with the rest while they were having their ciggie break.

when they announced that i won the competition(well theres 2 winners that will represent Msia), Yasmin whispered, "Yours is number 1". and later, when we were outside chatting somemore, she asked me how was i gonna go back? and i sed im not sure yet, i have to call up my mom. She terus offered a ride home, since she stays in Subang aswell. See, the level of kindness that she has is beyond expectation.

and i remembered that we talked about stuff, and i mentioned that i was in drama team back in school and yada yada yada...she sed that i should continue what im doing which is making films, so that you could share it with the rest and convey a message that could give an impact to others. she sed actors are like cows...u just direct them. (well she was obviously joking) and we laughed.

theres loads more, but ill just put this one for now.

im just sad that she has to go, baru orang nak recognise her contribution. kalau tak, ban her films on cinema and say stuff about her. But, she just laughed about it, and peoples mouth were shut with the amount of awards that she won overseas. Baru orang nak acknowledge. Rather, people acknowledge actor or films yg tah hape hape. Cmon people. its time to open up your narrow minds.that made me feel not wanting to go bck to Msia when i travelled around europe. and i guess its a sign that Faris didnt manage to go to London and i didnt imagine that i was goin to attend her funeral at all before this. Just thinking about how God works his magic, is incredible.


Dear Yasmin,

Thanks for everything. eventho i am not the closest to you, but you've made an impact in my life and many others. It was an honour to get to know you, to share ideas, and for you to give all the advice. Your kindness is one of a kind and i guess i was blessed to get the chance to have experienced it. As for your films, you changed my perception towards our local movies,do it with passion and sincerity, stating theres still hope in our local scene and you are one hellofa commercial maker. Respect. I know its your time, and God has plans for all of us. Im gonna miss you. I'll pray for you. Till we meet again.

Goodbye.

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