iffy innit?

haih. im not gonna return the favour and list down all your faults and weaknesses. but we have to be alert and not let our emotions cloud our judgment until we cant see what we've become. thats what ive learned after watching The Godfather. Dont say things that you are gonna regret later. Did you realised that i dont bitch about you in my blog. coz i dont want to say bad things to a person i love for the public to take note of. You say that you have to use your head. So use it. think it over. just make sure you dont act like a silly child and say things that would kill the feeling. Coz everything that i do seems to be wrong. rather be at someplace else. just mere words and lipservice. if that doesnt show anything to you, then i would have been white water rafting instead of goin to LCCT just to see you, still salah , and i would not be as miserable as i am now. but you only think that you're the only one suffering. u lash out on me. thats why ive become colder by the day. you wouldnt expect me to smile would you.i admit my faults, i admit that i wasnt the best boyfriend there is, but it takes a whole lot to admit it. u need to realise that you have your own faults too, you werent the best girl that a guy could ask for. i dont want the whole world to know.i dont wanna say it. You have to grow up and see the bigger picture here. all i wanna say that you've hurt me too. im not gonna write a hatemail here but cmon, cut me some slack here will you. you go get ur shrink, just make sure they're certified.

cant wait for my poddy

yay for my sis coz she sed i can have her ipod coz shes getting ipod touch (yah i dont mind using used things.it feels more meaningful.)

me and my pet

i have a pet spider in the car.
my cousins found it yesterday. lol
but he's very very shy.
wanted to take a picture of it but he chiowd laju sangat.
so yah.

maybe what?

maybe what we need is to talk,
maybe what people say is true,
maybe what we need is time,
maybe what you need is to listen more,
maybe i should give a lil bit more,
maybe you did overeacted,
maybe she's the one,
maybe you should open your eyes,
maybe we can work things out,
maybe it could work without our egos being in the way,
maybe it was very hurtful for you,
maybe you should think first,
maybe i think that you're immature,
maybe it was hurtful for me,
maybe you didnt realise,
maybe we should move on,
maybe we're still angry,
maybe we still love each other,
maybe we care for each other,
maybe you shouldnt have sed mine was bullshit,
coz i feel you should stop your philosophical bullshit too.
maybe it's normal in a relationship,
maybe its not worth it,
maybe you think that i didnt do anything about it.

maybe.

.

put abit of annies song, abit of you can close your eyes, some autumns monologue,some high, fire and rain, not to forget a pinch of salt...and walla! perfect recipe on how to save a life!~