.

i dont know what to say.
besides the things ive said.

i dont know how to feel.
when ur heart feels like collapsing

i dont know how to act.
besides learning from your past.

i dont know who to turn to.
if your not there for me.

you're sorry for me

open up ur eyes and see me again
this moment is forever,forever and ever
spaces in between us.
opening wide
till i meet u again

this scars are in favour of demons and devils
and you walkd and u said
im sorry for you
was tht necessary or was tht revenge upon me
im sorry for you

tht u feel tht way

the only thing ive ever ask from you

shattered dress

i saw this lil girl came to a store.found a dress which she fancies.and then dragged her mom from i dontknow where.and she tried the dress..parade in front of her mom.and her mom was holding the dress for her coz she'll need to alter the shoulders tho.she was very happy.then her mom said. NO. you dont need it, the mother says.

shattered.

she reminds me of me.

well obviously i did not ask for a dress.ngokngek. but yeah. ive been thru the same thing.

papers today

Honestly speaking, im not interested anymore to read the papers these days.the reason being, is that the first front 10 pages is about politics. not that im pro-Gov or pro-Pakatan, i feel that politicians often use opportunity to say this and that just to prove a point. I just feel that everyone should just do what they're elected for. not to condemn others. not to establish government by switching parties. but come to think of it, sejak bila Msian politics have been ok. remembering those days, the opposition was the opposition, and they would say anything to object. Objecting everything. Politicians should also be more sensitive to either religion or race issues. Im not trying to be racist here, but the non-muslims have no say whats right whats wrong, or what it should be. Both BN and Pakatan leaders have commented on the issue. All i have to say is, Respect peoples beliefs, if u want yours to be respected. Aite? The younger generations dont know about 13May which is seen to be a taboo here. Again, im not being racists here, but if u study back your Sejarah, you will come to realize why malaysians can be tolerant with each other.

lets not start with the parliament debates. you can see that these people that we call leaders, can be so childish at times. ada ke politicians say " ha kalau berani bangun la! " ko ingat ni kat mamak ke? its the freaking parliament for God sake. here i strongly feel that malaysia should look at how the UK's parliament, which is much more effective than gadoh je. Once coming out from the parliament doors, enemy shook hands. If you can shake hands with the fella, im sure you can debate professionally.

and the Judiciary has to do something to gain public confidence again. Even if they introduce a new system to elect judges, if the people in it is not effective, you will still encounter the same problem. Dont blame the system.

after 10 pages of politics in the papers, then only you'll see todays news. like today, a woman was stabbed and left bled to death. amazingly the suspect was caught.he was beaten up before given to the police. kalau aku, aku langgar dia skit, crush some bones by driving over and stuff. by that time he'll end up in ICU. and another snatch theft case caused a woman and her son in critical state.haih.i was so pissed after reading it. but as sick as i might sound, i might be justified. I mean, not to insult the police, but, there are far TOO many cases to be handled to be compared to a mere snatch theft case.

Im not writing this to be charged under sedition act, but just to share my point of view.