pei's labyrinth

ive been spending this few days with pei..as she's about to leave for MFA (Malaysian Flying Academy)..."Hello and welcome aboard, this is your captain speaking Sofia Sani, and currently we are 35,000 feet above sea level....HOW COOL IS THAT!..gile...when ill be busy in the courts..she'll be flying...humm....and it turned out to be a bloody small world when yesterday i met with my second cousin, fara.anak uncle arip..so smalam sort of lepak after the family law paper where u have to hafal 208 cases...and probably u might end up using 15....

aihh kene start study....islamic criminal law, probate, and consti...then im done with this sem!

shit la..my myspace kena spam lagi...

and i was having a drink with my friend...and i said that i wanna to find a job when im on holidays..and she said that its good, coz she said "ha skarang baru ko rasa how penting is duit"...and i was like.."ha..mmg ar..dah lama dah kot.." and i asked her whether its good or bad that i wanna get a job for cash?.." she was like "ha bagos la.."she went on and on and on....and she said that the difference with a person who has worked before will know how hard is it to earn money....rather than a person who hasnt worked and all they can really think is to have fun..she said she knows some ppl cant even stand working...and you probably work 4.50 an hour, is very good that you can even stand it....its good to chat ..coz i realize that there is ppl out there who has a simple life, yet knows how to carry themselves....very inspiring

ouh and pan's labyrinth is....so bosan...
i mean its well made and all..but i dont really fancy fairy tale stories such as this, lady in the water, bla bla bla....its like..most probably i like movies which could touch you...and you could relate it with ur own life and go "ouh shit,,,ive felt that before" to move someone is much more harder i guess...you have to be genuine, honest, and real to deal with emotions...

talking about emotions....i guess theres a lot in stake coz its the final exams for me...and you tend to get nervous, your palms sweat..and you're not sure your brain can handle another fact...and where you pamper yourself with stuff and saying your body deserves this...as for me..its either choc, my fav food, fastfood, and sleep....i take alot of green tea as well just to cleanse my body from red bulls. and this is the time where you sometimes dont have appetite..and those little thing could agitate you and completely spoil your mood..and you turn moody, rolling on the floor,u cant really study, that sort of shit...

well ive seen my friends fight over some small small issues where it turned big...well..i guess..sometimes you have to give and take...and i believe that communication is real important...do not push too hard..it could be detrimental..well if you cant even communicate well..then id say its a downfall of a relationship. to me..both sides have to be able to give and take. and basically talk with one another.

and personally for me...honestly i dont need any shit right now...from anybody. Seriously...i dont!..and the aftermath will be ugly..at this point i could be your good friend...yet i could harsher then ever.sorry if i offend anyone.

and tadi..i just heard borgy, faisya and sheera on flirty ant 10.30
ahaha..borgy is sheera's bestfriend...and she wants to go out with sheera's bf, faisya.
giler ke apa hah?!!..menempah maut namenye.anyways they say they all planned it b4 the show..so i guess they pulled it off la kot..haha..

btw. sab. kesian awak.mesti bosan takde net kan?.
Q: biler nak pasang
A: ________(please fill in at the cbox)

lol.

blaghghh (which means rubbish)

i might say that im a perfectionist...which i just sort of realize..
where i have to get the best out of everything and everyone..
but i know others might not be like me...and yah..it can get really annoying..
but this applies on what my interests are...coz i know the outcome..the result turned out just like you wanted..is satisfiying....and probably the fact that i come from a middle class family(which is not well of..but not poor either..) i am trained since small to get the best..which suits your budget or financial...my siblings and i know the value of money and we dont usually put it to waste..
our style and strategies might differ in some sense but we would like to achieve a similar purpose.

and i think for me it also applies to girls..(haha!)..and alot have debated that my 'dream girl' is so superficial and bla bla bla..but its like choosing your dream car..some might like ferrari, porsche, pagani zonda, bugatti veron, but for me its gotta be the lambo's.i mean paris hilton is like pagani...where the car is not that pretty but due to the speed that is capable of being produce..its mantapted, ferraris are like you typical supermodel, heidi klum, gisele..and the rest of the victoria's secret models, porsche are like charlize theron.beauty ada..power pon ada..aihh...and lambo's are like angelina jolie..the aura that it carries with it...but i guess they're right..and just for the record, i dont go for just looks ok..(keep ur opinions to yourself! shut up!) for me, its the whole package...which is the best package that suits you..just like nokia phones...you can NEVER get satisfied with a nokia phone...if it has good camera..the speaker sucks..and there is no SUPERPHONE that incoperates all the goodies in a phone..its part of the marketing strategies.

You always want somthing that you cannot have...as simple as that....something which is right infront of your eyes, will be put aside..and crave for something which will only leave u wanting more...well..sab agrees with me..so does murni...

Another thing...im a realistic kind of guy...where i know my limits..and ya..if i know i can..i'll say i can...but if its not worth it..i'll just say fuck this shit.Thats what aboi thought me few years ago...

well hurm...i dunno what else to write...i guess writing is a good form of therapeutic sessions for me...but in the end..what is the outcome?...just lots of word...pfft


ps. peiiiiii...balikk la every weekend.....
we're gonna miss her too
and oh...my finals are starting soon...so pray for me! ( which means i'll probably post if im not busy..which is i dont know when)...lol

ponder.

what if a person that you care, talking about committing suicide?
and after all the reasons you tell them not to..

A: tell them about faith, but if i failed,tell me...so i can give you a good funeral. because i care.

Mukhsin

Pic courtesy of pei roks

yesterday nite i went out and saw mukhsin with pei and moony.. i think its a treat for me after a stressful week..

and the best part is Mukhsin is mantapTED wei....

i think the movie was brilliant..and yasmin had inserted the message clearly...like pei said..its simple, and it has substance...to me..i felt the movie coz somehow i was touched by the movie...coz it has the 'family' spirit, where only our family understands the loss when somebody in the family dies, in a way the movie was cute, and i liked the twist that yasmin throws in, coz jason and orked was in the movie, similar to the previous movies, where it leaves the audience to really sit down and think.and not to mention, i loved the script..eventho it was simple, but if u really listen to it, it is realty, real people do talk like that! and another reason why i love yasmin's work. Comparing it to Cinta, the script for cinta was some sort of not realistic. this kind of movies makes me feel good..in the sense that you did felt the emotions convayed thru out the film, and it makes me wanna create something which is as good as that!

watched with pei and moony after mcd's and uno...great stuff

flava of the week

it has just been the fucked up week for all.
its applies to all ages, sex, race, culture, place and time.
so what do we have to do?..

a: get a life to peeps who cant stand seeing us like this.coz i dont see the point off you screwing ppls lives like that...dont u have other stuff to do ke?

adoi

everytime i wanna write...
ill end up leaving it blank..
i guess..words are not enough..to tell you whats in my head

p-r-o-c-r-a-s-t-i-n-a-t-i-o-n