situasi.

i know that im hard on myself.
dont think that its not hard for me.
because sometimes i cant really read your mind.
so i dont know you want. yet you still insist that its ok.
but..sometimes you refuse to look at the picture that im in.
so i cant do anything really. coz until and unless u are willing to open your eyes,
seeing that im in a mess and cutting me some slack. dont blame me.
thats why we're not together anymore remember? yes. ur call.
i know that ur in a mess aswell.but dont blame me for not lifting some of yours when you dont ask.
coz i dont expect you to lift mine aswell. i know u have a good heart and good intentions.
but if this is what you your ending to be..then i guess it was nice knowing you.leave out all the rest. goodbye.


*no happy ending in this fairy tale. and now i need to see my shrink.