tribute to the midnite poets...lol

i have to apologise for the things ive done,
i am human tho, that i need to say
prolly things have been complicated or been left out,
but past experiences have taught me or made me like this,
to be so cold, heartless, and so demanding,
after what theyve done to me,
prolly what i seek now is perfection,
prolly what i seek now is compatibility,
prolly what i seek now is that feeling,
but i know its too much to ask,
and i dont blame them, its karma
and maybe ive let myself become you,
which i hated before,
but ive learnd, and not to make the same mistakes again,
but then again, i too have been tested,
but all i can hope for is..for you to understand.