unfamiliar

"..the only time you'll be able to see all our relatives in one place, is during weddings and deaths.." with a smirk on his face, that was what uncle bujang said to me..

which i think is very true..as i ponder on the rather comfy yet simple looking couch..

Today, Uncle Ed (my moms cousin) passed away at the age of 59yrs old. It was said that he had heart attacks for the past few days which was minor, and eventually had a massive one in the end which the heart couldnt take it. which was the same reason uncle Azhar died last year. I barely knew the guy, coz i was too young to remember him.and ever since, i havent met him for ages.

5 months ago kak ayie passed away. and being at the grave today, my head was on re-runs mode, where the footage of it seems so familiar that you actually remembered the taste of the air, the clothes that you're wearing, and the emotions goin thru your mind, a funny feeling , where you feel it's good to go back..take a walk down memory lane. a bitter sad lane.

today, i wasnt involved with the kebumi, and merely being a visitor paying his last respects, and i saw uncle ed's son, was burying his dad, eventho only form 3, he didnt cry,put up a brave face yet people know he's shattered, instead was focused on making sure he was apart of it and making sure that everything runs smoothly. he reminded me of myself. Al-Fatihah