rendang tok

Raya shouldnt be like this.

but wait a minute. it has always been like this.
the notion of raya being a happy festive is bullshit.a sham. its just like that when we're young and waiting to get the next packet of duit raya. it has been a good raya this year, yet filled with all the crap you could think of. and with no one to fall back onto, with no friends here (kampung) to hang with, its sumthing perit to go thru. well i just have to write it in my blog to record what i really think before the thought goes away. anyways im tired, have a good raya everyone. ill see u when i get bck. chiows.