thanks for being a friend.

well honestly, i cant remember when was the last time i had this much fun.
i hung out with friends ALOT this week.probably its because some of them are leaving for overseas and some i just got to know better.old and new friends.and yeah,it does takes up some of your time, but its all good! i hope that im not changing, im sure im still the same, in some aspects or so. i dunno why im writing this, but i remembered writing is therapeutic, and once in a while u need the sessions. busy as hell these days.with assignments and test due before raya is a bitch. and i noticed that i am still picky about my food. dunno why, im like that kot. if my mom's cooking needs abit more salt or..too much sugar, i'll say to her.but she'll scold me,and say im gonna get diabetes if i carry on like this.ahahaha. i felt the gap has not changed but i guess all i can say is im sorry for what ive done, and it wont work if i tepuk sebelah tangan right? but what to do. life goes on. yea, life's a bitch. once there was this uncle said this "if you let life control you, then u'll get hurt. you have to control life". make a difference according to faris, yeah, i agree, we play our own roles.but i like the hanging out 'session' we just had.was fun, stressless, and again i cant remember when was the last time my cheeks hurt bcoz of laughing.probably its because what happend earlier?..i dunno. guess so. but mars and opu left for the UK.sigh. gonna miss them.but its ok.since mars and i, we're gonna open up a firm together, i guess its all cool! but im being realistic here, that you cant make the whole world like you.just go with the set of which u are enjoying. for the ones u feel its worth it to go all out for. the rest? just go with the flow. ok lah.its 330am and im sure i can wake up for sahur ni.and i wanna stop crapping.but uuuuuUuu i met her just now.finally.but i am sorry if i treated u badly, i really wish that we could get along like how we used to.to my friends who left edi...i miss u guys man.sumpah! and next to leave is ADAM.gonna miss him too.

yameen.

the other day...when i went to yameen's place...i found these pictures!!!!!! where? IN THE LIVING ROOM...yea..the outcome of it was me laughing rolling on the floor. and i was saying to yameen.. "hey you know what?...these pics are like those u see in the Malay tabloids which goes:

KAMI HANYA KAWAN, kata yameen..

KAWAN TAPI MESRA!

haha..! well shes bck in the UK. have fun!

aaa

the memories you've shared for a period of time, having re-runs in your head.
thru thick and thin.and whatever within
its never gonna be the same again
the places you've been
the time that you've been there
the times you've always took for granted.
now, its gonna be different.

i lost my pencil case of 6 years...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

..hehe

couldnt get adams...coz dia kejar balik org..tak putus asa..
but its on ika's vid cam!

time envies me

i have loads to do.
but so little time.

everyday i wake up, feeling unsatisfied.with the pillow,
should i change it. or wait for me to get used to it?

all of the words left unwritten.no time to actually write them down honestly.

but what am i running away from?
what is this im chasing after?

hehe abg ngah

hehe
gambar gig mlake nanti la i post it online.
tapi best la gak. bday amar.
here is a sneak preview.

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"its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"